L.S.S.

2nd day at the training room just ended. yup! after 8 months on the floor, i'm back in training again. not retraining though. im way too good for that.. wahaha.. seriously, im just gonna play the part of the training assistant for a bunch of aspiring agents. this means a lot of things to me.. time off the phone , petiks moments, got to meet other people, do a little power-tripping, new environment being on the 29th flr this time, a new sked, and the thing is that i'm basically doing nothing! the good part is i'm being paid for that.. im just asked to share my experiences and assist in teaching the systems. and oh, we listen to music (cds) as well.. not bad for a job, huh!

speaking of music, here's my LSS. loved it the first time i heard it sang by Lea Salonga in her Broadway Concert.. enjoy..=)

I Don't Know How To Love Him
(from the play Jesus Christ Superstar)

I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days
When I've seen myself
I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man
He's just a man
And I've had so many
Men before
In very many ways
He's just one more

Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position?
I'm the one
Who's always been
So calm so cool
No lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?

Yet
If he said he loved me
I'd be lost
I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope
Just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head
I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so